Hey there Moonies!!
A lot of things went on these last few weeks and I do have to say one thing, I finally got a chance to talk to my ex and we are currently on mutual terms. So to speak, we’re friends.
Not many of our friends are showing mixed feelings about it because they think we’re back together. I actually don’t give a damn about what they say about me. I’m actually worried about what they are saying about him. What exactly he has done to them, that’s my question. I don’t get it why they are acting like lunatics when I just mention about him when he hasn’t done nothing about it.
What pissed me off is that people are getting the wrong idea that we’re back together. Come on, it’s not all relationships didn’t end well. Some relationships end up with friendships because these people care about each other, not love each other. Unless you keep stalking the person, well, you need to go see a doctor about that because you are having psychological issues from the break up.
What matters to me is that whoever supports my decision of me having him as a friend is a true friend. He has really done a lot of things for me since we first met. As some of y’all know, I first met him as a customer at the place I’m working, then I got to know him a bit when we had the same class, and lastly when we started hanging out. Since then, I really appreciated what he has done for me. Though I’m older than him by a few months, he acts older than me.
Though it’s impossible to go back to him as a boyfriend because he lied to me enough that I can’t fully trust him. If I had trusted him that much, I would of tell him my biggest, darkest secret that no one even knows about. Only one person knows about it and I still have that person under supervision because you never know that person is best friends with and tells it to the one person i cared and trusted before the breakup.
Anyhow, the rumors are getting worse than I though, because it looks like people are saying that we are telling them not to talk to people that we don’t like. Who says that you are not allowed to talk to some people? Who told you that you can’t talk to them because they did something that we don’t like? I for once saying that we, both me, nor Joel, never in our own honest words, said that you can’t speak to someone. That’s your issue if you are talking to them, we don’t care if you hang out with them or not. What we care about is that they don’t interact with us because we have issues that I didn’t like and just completely stop talking to her or that Joel just stop showing up at places because he’s not interested no more. We have our reasons and if you want to know why, just ask us. We don’t really bite nor do we get into fist fights. We are not animals, first of all. We mostly diplomat about about things. It sure takes a while, but that keeps the peace at ease in the end.
So yeah, if you are reading this Joel, you know I got your back, either financially (I’ll find a way to get you some money, I have my own contacts about getting it), physically, and mentally.
Any comments? Keep them short, clear, and to the point. This is Diana talking about what has happened in my life. =)